“The Battle”by Kristy Ward I lay here in my pitch-black room with my eyes open wide. Tears dripping down my face as I wipe them aside. The sound of my dangling bracelet as I wipe away the tears. I've cried in silence like this for so many years. The sound of his snores as he fell fast asleep. No worries for him as I lay beside him and weep. I stare into the darkness with my mind in deep, deep thought. The demons returning, even the old ones that I fought. I fought those demons and won, or at least I thought I did. The boiling war in my brain and they removed the lid. That stench of darkness that never left, it was hiding deep inside. I tucked them away to forget, or at least I tried. A woman in my 40s yet I'm still that little girl, dancing in my homemade dress and gave a little twirl. Dancing took my mind off things and writing helps release. And just for those short moments, I brought myself some peace. As I lie here in this pitch-black room, I see a tiny light. The smoke detector floating from the ceiling, and then I get that feeling. That little light is my hope, amidst the battle in my head, the light gets a little brighter. One day at a time she said. ![]() Kristy (Molina) Ward is 42, is of Mexican American descent and was born and raised in Corpus Christi, TX. She graduated from Moody High School in 1998 where she played multiple sports, but Cheerleading was her favorite. She achieved her Associates degree from San Antonio College in 2016 after being a stay-at-home mother for some years. Kristy is a licensed insurance agent that now resides in San Antonio, Texas, loves to TikTok, and represents her culture in many ways. She has two kids who are currently in college. Alyssa is studying to be a Physical Therapist Assistant and Aaron is going into Business. Kristy's husband Ricky is also a college student studying to be in Sports Management. When she is not working Kristy loves to dance, discover new restaurants, hit the trails and spend quality time with her family. Kristy has never been published and has been writing her poetry since her teen years.
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